28/10/2012
Less Tantrums, More Love*
The next and final chapter of Discipline + Trust = Love series. A glimpse into finding appreciation in relationships.
In my post Discipline + Trust = Love I promised I would follow on with the story of my adult tantrums and how a changed perspective helped me enjoy many benefits in my relationships.
In my early relationships I was a manipulative, critical, conceited, control freak; unable to identify love at all. I allowed my emotions to control my actions, and used them as excuses to blackmail the people I thought I loved.
I had grown up believing with all my heart that I knew love because I felt it so intensely.
After I learned a bit of Godly self-awareness, I came to realise that what I felt so intensely wasn’t love at all; it was desire, obsession, jealousy, fear, and a lack of self-worth. I had held onto the belief that I deserved ‘the best‘ and should never settle for anything less, which gave me the sky…
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The Itchy Jumper | Inner Angels & Enemies said,
05/10/2018 at 10:17 am
[…] I realised the secret within me which believed in false versions of love, I was given opportunities to practice changing the way my emotions led me down that path… It […]
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