31/10/2012

Friends or Enemies?*

Posted in Encouragement, Family, General, Musings, Self-Awareness, Teen Trials tagged , , , , , , , , , at 6:53 am by The Water Bearer

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A special and long time friend of mine put this statement on her facebook page recently “I asked God to protect me from my enemies and I started losing friends”, it really struck a chord with me. I am sure many others can testify to the same.

When I first began breaking my habits as a ‘people pleaser’, and tried to stop doubting myself into compliance when others criticise or don’t accept me, I noticed distance began to form between me and some members of my family and friends.

It can be hard to remain close when someone makes such drastic changes to their lives and selves. The relationship may no longer hold the comforts it once did and those who can not adjust to the changes may drift away.

At first this may appear to be a bad thing, it can feel like rejection. However the freedom that comes from that distance gives much room for personal growth. This growth may not have occurred with the constant influences of those people in our lives. It also makes room for others who encourage the changes, to move closer. Those friendships we hold onto tightly, keeping them in our lives, may be the very reason we are not at peace with ourselves, or even why we haven’t made enough steps towards our personal goals. Instead of being the ally we depend upon, they may actually be enemies to our fulfillment of self.

The quality of friendships is much more important than the quantity, and true friendships are a vital piece to our sense of happiness.

The philosopher Epicurus held the following stance:

“We don’t exist unless there is someone who can see us existing, what we say has no meaning until someone can understand, while to be surrounded by friends is constantly to have our identity confirmed; their knowledge and care for us have the power to pull us from our numbness. In small comments, many of them teasing, they reveal they know our foibles and accept them and so, in turn, accept that we have a place in the world. We can ask them “Isn’t he frightening?’ or ‘Do you ever feel that…?’ and be understood, rather than encounter the puzzled ‘No, not particularly’ – which can make us feel, even when in company, as lonely as polar explorers.” (Quote from the book I am currently reading ‘The Consolations of Philosophy’ by Alain De Botton)

In the same book I read the following statement, which helped me clear out the belief that I must give authority to the opinions of those who oppose me, as they must be able to see it clearer than I or they wouldn’t be so quick to criticise. How wrong I was…

“Errors in our thoughts and way of life can, at no point and in no way, ever be proven simply by the fact that we have run into opposition. It is in the soundness of their method of thinking that should determine the weight we give to their disapproval.” – Socrates (The Consolations of Philosophy’ by Alain De Botton)

Until I began to question the sound logic of those opinions held by my criticisers, I tried hard to gain their understanding, acceptance and approval. Yet at the same time I kept developing my internal understanding, which began to outgrow them. This diatribe of mixed messages caused so much confusion that I believed at times I was losing my mind!

Learn from my mistakes! Challenge opposition and criticism, by thinking in a methodical way, so as to gain understanding and awareness of oneself and truth. Maintain your own personal growth regardless of who’s understanding or approval you may outgrow.

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10 Comments »

  1. This post is superb. When I finally tried to stop being a people pleaser, I found myself practically alone. Keep on going.

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    • Thank you so much for your kind, encouraging compliment, and mostly for taking the time to read and discovering that you are not alone. Blessings to you!

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  3. graciehill48 said,

    Shared this with a friend who struggles at times with changes. Well written and thought out. Thank you

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    • That is the best kind of comment Gracie! πŸ˜€ Thank you so much, I hope your friend can learn from my mistakes and my lessons. I really appreciate you sharing it. Blessings to you!

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  4. Welcome! said,

    This is so true. Its easy for people when you are the one being inconvenienced, but when its their time… POOF!
    Naomi

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    • Yes funny how often that happens. How many times I have been taken advantage of and then when I needed a little help in return or even just the grace to be able to say “No, I can’t help you this time” and suddenly the relationship is worth nothing.. and it all gets thrown back in my face. Thank you for dropping by. Blessings to you!

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      • Welcome! said,

        Absolutly, or you get those who want to help you, with their judgy selves, but will do everything not to except your help. I pray for authentic, genuine friendships! Naomi

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      • Amen!

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